Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Day 18

Hey guys,

I'm sorry that I haven't posted in a while but I've been really busy. This is supposed to be a journal but it's not very journal-like if I post once every month. I'll try harder.
Well, lets talk about life. My life. Unfortunately not yours. That's for your blog.
Anyway, I'm having friend problems. Lets call my friend Gretchen (That's not her real name.) Gretchen is very mad at me. I'm in the school play, which means that I have to go to musical theatre club every monday, tuesday, thursday, and friday. Not always sometimes I don't have to go because I'm in the ensemble. She is mad because she says that it breaks our friendship. She also says I ditch her. I don't ditch her. But she's right about the musical theatre club thing. We can't hang out after school that often because of it.
Let me tell you something about me, I'm stupid. I am very dumb. And I don't know if I should quit musical theatre club for her or if I should continue doing what I love but having her be really mad and not talk to me much. I really can't afford to quit because I am already very poor and I need to be in this so my mom can work long hours. I don't have a dad.
Another thing about me is that I don't cry that often but I'm finding very hard not to. She is my best friend ever, and now she hates me. To tell you the truth I am crying right now. I don't know if she wants to not be my friend or if this is temporary or what.
Anyways, it was an early dismissal today and I'm very sad, bored, and sad.
Love you all!
Good bye.